jared turned my attention to the site "i am second" which is a series of testimony videos where the gist is, 'i was first, but came to know Christ and know now, that i am second.' the videos are not terribly flashy, with effects and all, but powerful with just lighting and the stories.. oh the stories.. this one jared shared and is, so far, the one i've connected with. not because i've been a drug user or even a huge korn fan,.. maybe it was the connection with the child (which i'm not a dad yet either, but i get the kid connection). if you haven't seen it yet (its starting to make rampant across the blogosphere) check out "i am second"